Canto I
Argument: The author finds too any people hung up on insignificant points which amount to little but aesthetic quibbles. He has read a poem by a friend, and it grieves him to find one so disturbed over nothing. What one calls suppression is what the other longs for as freedom and opportunity. Perhaps attitude is important.
L'entrée or L'Enfant
But they I like to throw these in every once Can gleam in a while because they have Faster an intellectual appeal, and anyhow Than your such things are making a lot of Color-words money these days. Can shoot. "Very funny, Mr. Snoid."
What I'd like to do and what happens next are two Things you won't second-guess, but what if You could visit me here. It's the same color up and down. Or should I have said &? As long as I have A monkey woman, a wrapcity can be in no other color Or language. Lemon-squeezers and egg carton Humorists won't even deny that. I didn't have Much to say in the first place, but do feel that there Is more to be experienced. James Marshall sez: "Dot, dot, dot and blah-blah woof-woof." But then someone tries to tell him about guitars.
I know it's absurd, but that is why I wrote the following poem.
To Donovan ----
I think that your first assertion Begged the question in that Even you must not be so stone-blind and Sealed away unto himself (More Phenergan) To accept that blank is chic Among coffee and bridge and that Our kids will smoke legal grass.
Do you ever consider that reality, materialism And Objectivity flow into each other? Ducks all. For what other point is there a Mr. Natural or myself Than to keep your heart forward and not So ravaged as you may take it in your words Or countenance to appear, and you can cope with it, But then, what are appearances worth anyhow?
I think you want grace and color words and To capture a bit of the fiber of validity. But does it lie in ugliness? Or can Absurdity achieve much the same with so Little in the way of malignant side-effects Upon the self. For that matter, Ducks all again. Draw back a while, let the quiet in, and you will know.
I hope you do not take criticism for competition.
There is more than that which I want To say, so I'll get on into it: I doubt that "Slicky Fingers" would amuse you Or that you would admit to more than what lies Between Delcambre and Basile. I can get tok-san hap-smoke dingy-dingy And throw words together as well as anyone.
But I think that this is important enough To stow all Milhous-jive and say it on out. Maybe you feel your subjectivity a bit acutely Without having found it: A squirrel cage. Your profs didn't cut your balls, but if you Don't like them, then just go ahead and burn them. You may not know about rampant beggarism Or the Spec 4 Mafia, but believe that the Army is putting out more revolutionaries And heads than any other organization in the world. So don't think social lobotomization is so widespread.
Does it frustrate you that they reason away The essence? Would you want Them to be afraid of you? You can't ignore the heaving potency Of the world, nor do you know what suppression really Is. --------------------- from "The Grey Castrati" 2/2/72 (Try the clip and paste method on this one, kids!)
Canto II
Argument: The author has a very bad sinus condition and wonders if one of his ancestors or past lives may have been a vampire or, worse still, a toadsticker. What this has to do with the poem is debatable, but the sun still rises and sets. He reflects on his current condition and situation and tries to decide how the circumstances can be reversed. Depression is refused entrance once again.
Where's everyone booking?
My Korean friends do not understand my comix Or drawings, and feel that loneliness is The all-pervading factor in my poems. I would not say so, but who am I to judge? It's perfectly Natural to say, "What the Blank is happening?" I wonder how much of this can go unexpurgated.
"Anyone using this material for purposes of Erotic excitation will be Considered subject to fetish."
A lot of people think that dudes are naturally Cool (but that can't be, even if they are Freds) But never are close enough long enough To see how much is façade and affectation.
So strike up your cause and book along And you may run into me next-time-around, But I am still one for the individual.
Tell me the subject of the above and The 17th President of the US in 25 words Or less, with an order of smackwater on the side.
Canto III
Argument: Misogynous lycanthropy. An alligator friend reminds the author of a reference to the Rolling Slones. Weights and measures cannot deny the presence of overriding factors. Beatniks are brought up again, and also a salty dog. The author's critics are informed that the aerosol can be ordered by mail to prevent embarrassment.
For all the girls
I hope you are not so crashed out On reality that you cannot afford A wet dream at times. I just try To be inoculating, though it could be Tried and effective by blacking out Offending superstrictures to their meanings.
You wouldn't even know what I'm saying Now if it hadn't been for some pride That doesn't reveal whatever could be Purposely obscure. Are all Pounds present?
Dean spanned two generations of the pelvis, But his life was not unflawed, though he Tried to develop The Laugh. (God help him.) So who are you to go cutting through each Other? What are the political aspects of aesthetics?
Be my friends, print my words, laugh a bit At me and at yourself and you might Find that it can be fun, too, and Does not have to be so heavy all The time. Box joints preside in this show.
Shoot Her Again, Sam
A quivering viscoid of someone's thumb May prove to be your end. What do you Expect after Ionesco and 200 Motels
I have a lot of fun with it, but still do Not understand why it is against their law. Everyone gets a bit wierdie every once in himself.
If the numbers surprise you, see what else he has. Go ahead. Stick your head into it. It won't hurt for that long, and then who's to know?
(Blown away again.)
"How many moons and how many Junes Has it been since we made Love?"
(The house lights come on.)
Jack-a-ninny stole a penny So who are you to pick apples? They even sell Hindoo potions in aerosol.
Here's something to think about the next time You puke: pointless is as pointless does And that can/will never expend itself.
Canto IV
Argument: Up until now all messages have been in the majority cryptic. A dialogue develops in which the author contends his uniqueness of that beyond substance and the priority of salvation. All heart proceeds from there. The opposition will manifest its main weapon as cynicism and try to set the author up as a Cassandra. Perhaps he does have certain delusions of grandeur, but do not tell him that there cannot be more than one Batman. All proceeds will go to maintaining the municipal code. More can be expected to come from that which is still becoming.
Coming Home
Would you agree with someone who cries forth: "Death is not Where. It is At, man?" If you caught The pun send me 25 cents and three Coupons for your choice of colors, Which is very much the same as observing That it is not important to know What Avedis Zildjian sells, though They have been with it since 1623. Actually, there are a lot of symbols Involved, but then that would be Another pun. Write 39 Fayette St., N. Quincy, MA 02171 and ask For the set-up book, and then You will know.
The answer to the first one is still Inside. I'd have to be Objective to find it.
The Conspiracy -- Part 47
I think that there is a cold going around. I had a terrible feeling last night about Somebody whose name I can't spell, but It would not help me to mention it, so I'll just have to read more essays In self-destruction If I an expect to sing a song of joy And peace for you. It's not really so dull, but the snow makes It that way. (Donovan could have his polyphonic Ravings here for a change.) Polyphonic, my Eustatia! So, what if I were to tell you it is a plot?
Would you show my poems to your grandmother At the Crack of Doom? What about hers?
That does not necessarily mean that it is Contaminated, but don't you think it Rather ridiculous when faced with such large spiders?
This is meant more as a sensual and Emotional experience anyhow. If there is anything to you You'll end up in your own images, Grey, yet free to die. 2000 may not be so bad for glory.
Canto V
Argument: An apology is rendered for something which has burned through and is recognized as that which burrows within all. Music by the Solar Arkestra or perhaps Pink Floyd. All should come as they are. Everything is evident at the end of a fork. Pattern-jugglers commit various atrocities for the amusement of the audience and certain people are tripped. Pseudo-commercialism ruins everything in the finale.
Luncheon in the Garden of Ra
"Come, Photon, tell how time has fared against thee." As she comes to each one, her imprint is left Greenly in their retinae A huge black centipede wanders on stage, seeming to Be little in the deanxietized sense. Still, no time for impacted hairs.
We are more than that which we have assimilated. That is why those who sing of revolution fall so Short of being tuned themselves, or is that Different drummer more the fashion this season? I seem to ask a lot of questions for one who Knows so few answers and can't even carry A lullaby. The categories are arbitrary.
As large and as far as that goes, another can serve the same. Still, when all is said and written, one does Taste menthol too soon for the Autumn of his madness to be that Close at hand. And please, don't worry for me.
If you want to know for sure, I hope you Enjoyed these, so if you care for seconds Send 47 cents and your favorite aunt, uncle, Or Christmas tree to Box 4002, Radio City Station, rye cheer in good ole You-know who. (How's that for an omnipotent point-of-view?)
Endeth
Hi there! I'm Curtis, and if you just read the above and found yourself liking it and perhaps understanding it, you may now have reason to doubt my sanity and your own. Mine is past the edge of any doubt. In fact, I went over the edge a long time ago, and I keep trying to pull as many people in with me as I can. That is what the conspiracy is all about. If you did not like or understand the above, we can take care of you, too, because you may have forgotten about the edge behind you.
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